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Yu Jihui: “A Stinking Old Ninth – A Tale of the Coal Capital” (updated on July 2020)
feel ashamed of myself when I realised you couldn’t
even recite Serve the People! Even an old lady over
seventy could! You have made an exhibition of
yourself. I have too. I am too ashamed to see my
colleagues anymore! I want to kill myself!”
I knew I had lost face at the party. I had not only
embarrassed myself but her too. I had been lowering
my head. Though it was the wedding night, I dared
not hug her.
Later, I learnt that the woman teacher with a red
scar on her neck was Big Wang’s political enemy.
Both of them were competing for the position of
vice-school headmaster. She was deliberately making
an exhibition of me.
At about 10pm Big Wang said sternly, “Go to
bed!”
I quickly undressed myself and slipped into my
quilt, waiting for Big Wang to get in. Without any
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