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Yu Jihui: “A Stinking Old Ninth – A Tale of the Coal Capital” (updated on July 2020)
for me to find a girl to marry, the more eagerly I
wanted to get married. I was nearly thirty years old. I
was impatient. If I couldn’t get married, maybe I
would be a big bachelor all my life.
I was living a dull and boring life under the new
circumstances. I needed a harbour of my own to hide
from the outside world. I was very upset, very
depressed and felt anguished to work as a teacher in
the middle school.
The teacher of a middle school was the worst job
in China. No one wanted to be a teacher of a middle
school. The students of middle school were honored
as Red Guards. They were expected to be a group of
small tigers. These Red Guards inspired by Mao
Zedong thought would oppose all old things. Old
things like feudalism, capitalism and revisionism.
They would rise to rebel against teachers and against
teachers’ dignity. They refused to study and said,
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